not soooo me~~

~~assalamualaikum~~

..yeah..

..im not so me now..

..nape eh??..

..ak stress ke??

..hurmm,maybe la kot..

..or mungkin sbb ak tgh memikirkan 'sesuatu'

..sesuatu??..

..ape 2??..

..nk taw ke??..

..nahhh,cannot tell ere..

..it's quiet personal i think..

..urghhhhh xske la rs mcm ni..

..ape yg ak buat rs cm serba xkena jewk..

..siyes xleh nk fokus langsung..

..studi pon rs cm 1 habuk pon xmsok..

..tension r cmneh..

..dat 'thing' keep lingered in my mind jz now..

..sooooo annoying taw..

..really3 need somebody 2 be wif me now??..

..but who??..

..UMI..

..yeah my mum..

..pliz,i need u sooo badly..

..i need my mom 2 be by my side rite now..

..sbb umi je yg taw cara nk tenangkn ak..

..since ak kt usm neh,kdg2 siyes ak xtaw nk luahkan kt sape ape yg ak rs..

..bknnye ak xde kwn kt cni..

..ak ad ramai kwn..

..ad incek kekaseh lg..

..tp kdg2 ak xmao la mess kn kepala dorunk gn prob ak neh..

..cz sometimes it makes me feel guilty if im making them listening 2 my prob..

..and most important thing iz..

..kte xtaw ape yg dorunk fikir ble kte cte masalah kte kt dorunk..

..ntah baek ntah buruk..

..and mybe dorunk pon rs annoying jugak..

..well,who knows..

..its not like ak xcaye ke ape kt kwn2 ak..

..cume kdg2 rs unsafe je klu nk bukak cte psl my prob kt dorg..

..yeah ak ngaku ak da lack trust kt org..

..btol xbohong..

..4 me,eventhough org 2 baek mcm mn pon,

..but still ak kena hati2 jugak..

..i have my own reason why ak da lack trust kt org..

..so pliz dun blame me 4 dat..

..mungkin kwn2 ak ad yg akan terasa hati ble baca ape yg ak tulis neh..

..even incek kekasih pon mungkin akan rasa something jugak..

..but plz 4give me sgt3..

..ak xleh nk avoid rs lack trust kt org..

..tolong bg ak masa utk lupekan sume yg da jd..

..siyesly its hurt..

p/s..sorry seems 2 be the hardest word~~