it's over..perghh lega ^_^

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..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..alhamdulillah,its over now..

..Allah je yg taw betapa leganye sy skg..

..hectic days da berlalu..

..rs cm nk jerit kuar2 je skg..

..tp saborr dlu kak oit..

..ni baru cket,lepas ni bakal ad lg hari-hari yg bz..

..bkn setakat hectic days je tp hectic daysss..

..gle ah,triple 'S' lg kot..

..tp xkesah la,i think i can handle it now..

..sy start da bole nk manage ms sy doing all of this stuff..

..studies,FYP,rest and ENJOY..

..hohoho 'enjoy' harusla diboldkan..

..sbb tu yg paling sy ske,hahaha ohh peh lisss la~~

..boooohuuwekk sama ini budak..

..act sy br je melepaskan beban yg agak berat jgk la bg sy for last 3 weeks..

..it's all about presentations dowh..

..presentations not presentation,with 's' at the end of the word..

..please noted,not one but two presentation..

.mybe bg korg dua tu cket sgt je..

..but for me,it's quite tough and have to sacrifice a lots..

..holiday and weekend of coz la da tolak tepi,langsung xde cuti..

..masa tdo pulak da sah-sah xmenentu..

..dgn studi lg ntah ke mana..

..semuanye becoz of FYP's proposal presentation and food and industrial microbe mini project..

..yeah i admit..

..sy seorg yg sgt xpandai nk manage masa..

..before this,life sy as a student hanya bergantug dan terikat kepada jadual semata-mata..

..but since da jd final year student,sy terpaksa uruskan ms sy and kena bahagikan masa antara FYP and studies..

..but rasanya xsia2 kot sy buat semua benda neh coz now sy rasa sy da start bole adapt gn all of this things..

..da banyak sy bazirkan air mata2 due to stress level yg melampau..

..tiap-tiap malam rasa xbole tdo selagi semua keje2 ni xsetel..

..letak je kepala atas bantal,mula la dok fikir mcm mana nk ciapkan keje2 ni semua supaya hasilnya nnt xla di 'reject' senang2 je oleh supervisor gn lecturer..

..everyday kena marah,kena bebel and my work have been rejected by mg GA..

..becuz of that sy kena buat balik my proposal sampai la die btol2 xberpuas hati gn proposal sy..

..tiap2 malam dok ngadap laptop and baca lots of journal..

..sampai mata sy pon da naek juling sbb dihadapkan gn journal yg terlampau byk..

..semua ni semata-mata nk hasilkan proposal yg the best dan xdireject ole GA sy..

..owhh come on la GA,it juz a proposal..

..xperlu la nk detail sgt kot..

..but watever it is,i have to thanked him jgk la..

..disebabkan die la my supervisor xhentam sy byk sgt during Q & A session..

..and Alhamdulillah,my hardwork xsia-sia..

..sy dpt present dgn baek and can satify all those person yg tanye soalan..

..heee yeayyy~~

..and yeah,semuanya da berakhir sekarang..

..juz nk kena proceed gn lab work jela..

..presentation utk food microbe po da setel pg td..

..but xbole nk upload pic utk dat slide's presenation cz i didnt save the slide in my laptop..

..ad kt dalam pandrive tp kwn sy pinjam la pulak ini budak punye pandrive..

..heheh watever la,xpenting pon..

..yg pentink,kepala sy rasa da ringan cket skg ni..

..malam ni bole la tdo lena2,hehe..

..tp xbole la nk rs seronok sgt..

..byk lg keje2 yg nk dibuat lepas ni..

..tambah2 final exam pon da dekat..

..so xmustahil la kalau sy nk kena berhadapan balik gn keje2 yg stress dan menensionkan tu..

..well,hope Allah permudahkan segala urusan sy..

..Amin..

..okeh,pen off now..

..time to study..

sesi perabes duet @ seoul garden,plaza gurney~~

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..smlm,26.11.2011..

..sy gn rakan2 telah g berjimba-ramba di Seoul Garden kt plaza gurney..

..mmg agak excited gk la cz 1st time sy nk g seoul garden..

..sbelum ni asyik dgr member-member dok cte psl g mkn kt sana..

..dalam hati ni teringin jgk nk g..

..yela,nk taw la jgk btol ke makanan kt sana sedap seperti yg dorg slalu dok ckp..

..so yesterday,sy,incek kekaseh, angah gn jibah dgn gembira dan excitednye telah ke gurney plaza semata-mata nk g mkn kt seoul garden..

maka bermulalah perjalanan kami ke palza gurney

..ktorg bertolak dari usm dalam kol 11 pagi..

..tp ktorg xterus g gurney..

..ktorg g bukit jambul dlu sbb angah nk hantar laptop jap kt sana..

..then after hantar laptop angah,barula ktorg meneruskan perjalanan ke gurney plaza..

..ktorg sampai sana lebey kurang dalam kol 2 lebey..

..lepas da ciap solat semua barula ktorg g cari restoran seoul garden..

..memandangkan ktorg ni xbiase sgt gn gurney plaza,so mmg jenuh gk la dok mencari restoran seoul garden..

..turun tangga,naek tangga,then turun blk,naek balik..

..mmg lenguh gk lutut 'akak' *baca ala2 cm henngauu cket ye*..

..lepas pusing punye pusing punye pusing,akhirnye ktorg sampai gk ke destinasi yg dituju..

..and here we are..

x SEOUL GARDEN'S RESTAURANT x

..yeay,at last!!..

..sampai jgk kt seoul garden..

..usha2 dari luar pon da excited da tgk org dok panggang2 daging..

..cm ala2 restoran kt korea gitu..

*well,restoran ni mmg berkonsepkan ala2 korea pon*

..panggang2 daging at our own table,juz like u always seen in korean dramas..

..and yesterday i've experienced it by myself..

..xyah tunggu g korea pon klu nk mkn camni..

..kt malaysia t'chenta pon ada wat..

..heheheee..

..before ktorg masok dalam restoran tu,we have to pay the bill first..

..then after dat baru la bole masok and makan2..

..and the best part is there's no time limit here for each customer..

..korg bole dok kt situ selama mana yg korg nk and makan ape2 je sampai perut kembung till kedai tu tutup..

..after paying the bills for four of us,i was a bit surprised to see the bill..

..each person kena bayar around rm 30 each..

..tp ktorg ni student..

..tunjuk je student card terus dapat diskaun..

..tp bape hengget sgt la diskaunnye..

..the price can still make me fainted..

..tp  mmg da agak da harga klu nk mkn kt tempat gni mesti mahal punye..

..hambekkk ko..

..nk sgt mkn kt seoul garden..

..so bayar jela kn..

..hehehe..

the bill..pffftt *fainted*

pricing at seoul garden..*klik utk tumbesaran*

..after paying bills like org-org kaya gitu *kononnye*,the worker's there took us to our table..

..then masing2 da xsabar nk penuhkan pinggan gn makanan fav masing2..

..lol,macam org xmakan sebulan kot ktorg g serbu bar makanan tuwh..

..erk,xmakan sebulan??..

..hmm i think excited is the best word to describe for what we did kot..

..oke2,dear readers..

..change it to excited ok..

..well,like i said before..

..walaupun harganye agak mahal but so far i think, it still can be classify as affordable..

..so do coming here to experience the excitement like we did..

..mmg dijamin puas hati and konfirm rs nk dtg lg..

..but make sure korg makan byk2,baru la berbaloi gn ape yg korg bayar..

..hehehhe..

..lepas da isi pinggan gn berbagai-bagai jenis raw meat and chicken and fish + sosej + rice (me and jibah) + veggie (compulsory..but for me onli la,tp dorg rembat jgk,hehe) + watsover makanan laen,maka bermulalah keje panggang-memanggang..

..hohohoho bez woo..

..letak2 food kt atas tempat memanggang and makan2 by using chopstick walaupun sudu gn garfu disediakan kt atas meja.Tolonglah,haha..

..betapa jakunnye sy cz ble tgk kwn2 mkn guna chopstick cm senang je,but for me,I have to try lots of time baru la berjaya guna chopstick..

..but at least sy berjaya la jgk kn..

..korg hadoo??heheh

..well yeah,joking onli..

..and here's few pic of us during our visit at seoul garden,gurney plaza..

si jakun baju pink + muka tension tgh blaje guna chopstick..hehe

what we have in minds is eat,eat and eat and eat more..*burrpp,alhamdulillah*

thx for bringing me here darlink ^_^

..yesterday was very fun for me..

..well,its gonna be one of my best moment since three years ive been in penang.. 

..ble da grad nnt mesti sy rindu moment2 macam ni..

..but since my sist *angah* ad kt cni lg,so rsnye still ad kesempatan lg kot nk dtg mkn2 kt seoul garden..

..hehehehh sempatttt~~..

..well,time to pen off now..

..tatatititututoto..

^_^

tatatatata~~

Hana Radzi First Give Away ~~

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..jom pakat2 join..
..and thx to kak mira tersayang for tagging me..

^_^

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theothernormaman

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..sape2 yg xditag bole sama2 join..
..bole tambah2 kenalan sambil2 support hana in her blogger world..

..peace yaww!!..

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mereka pon nk jgk..layan jela~~

..assalamualaikum..

..morning dear peeks..

..last nite sy ad publish entry n photo's of my fav doll, 'cik baby'..

..cer tgk SINI..

..dlm pic tu sy hanya fokuskn pada cik baby..

..mereka-mereka yg dibelakang cik baby telah diendahkan oleh lensa kamera sy..

..tp hari ni ble tgk gambar tu blk sy rs its not fair for ignoring them coz sebelum kehadiran cik baby,dorg la yg telah menemani sy xkira pg petang siang atau mlm..

..juz to remind myself..

..everynite i put my leg on abg pendekar mini..

..poor him,but like i care..hahaha

..but still sometimes i hug him tightly..

..n everytime sy dok tercongok in front of my desk,sy mesti akan hug2 adk pendekar mini*td abg,skg adknye pulak*..

..then sy letak die kt belakang sy cz kerusi tu keras sgt la..

..sakit belakang kot..

*crew's of fajar harapan,please noted..sy nk kerusi yg ad soft cushion*

..at least kalau sandar kt adk pendekar mini kurangla cket rs xselesa tu..

..sometimes kalau time sejuk2,sy akan peluk both of them ketat..

..trust me,they can make me feel warm..

..so xkan la lps cik baby ad,sy terus nk lupekan dorg..

..ooo come on la,itu tidak adil okeh..

..so sy telah decide yg sy akan being fair to all of them..

..no one yg akan rs dipulaukan lg lepas ni..

..coz i luv three of them sooo damn much..

..so,presenting..

..my three lover-dovey bestfriend i ever had..

from left.. gojes cik baby, toughest abg pendekar mini and cutest adk pendekar mini

..i luv u guys so much..

..thx for being with me thru thick n thin..

..tanpa korg2 sume,xceria la katil sy..

..erk tolonglah..

p/s..xde keje dok cte psl dolls je..hahaha

random ~~ *release stress*..hewhew ^__^

..she's adorable isn't she???..

..luv u so much cik baby..

^_^

bercanda di hujung minggu ~~

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..hewhewhew..

..bercanda la sgt..

..tajuk xleh blah je..

..tp xkesahla kn..

..no big deals pon klu nk wt tajuk cmni..

..yg penting ak g 'ngedate' gn incek kekaseh..

..heheheheheh..

*blushh*

..btw,thx to him cz temankn sy g merelease tension kt gurney plaza..

..yela,since sy tgh tension gn FYP sy skg ni..

..makanya,sebagai seorg yg agak care gn keadaan diri sy yg xberapa nk terurus skg ni..

..incek kekaseh gn 'brilliant'nye telah mengajak sy meronggeng di gurney plaza..

..well,yipppppiiiii~~~~~~~..

..syok wooo..

..hajat di hati mmg da lama teringin nk ajak incek kekaseh g gurney..

..tp bimbang die xmo g..

..sbbnye jarak antara gurney gn usm agak jaoh kot..

..lgpon xde ape yg menarik kt gurney melainkan shoping complexnye jela yg btol2 menarik minat sy..

..tp xsangka lak,not me,but incek kekaseh yg cadangkan nk g gurney..

..so sy ape lg..

..SETUJU LAAA SAYANG..

..hehehe..

me with cik 'baby'

thx syg..i luv it *cik baby* sooooo damn much

jidi's master ear..kononnyee la~~ heheh;p

'baby' cute kesayangan beta..hewhewhew

..incek kekeaseh..

..dgr cni cek nk habaq mai..

..million thx to u sbb sgt care gn keadaan sy skg ni..
..n thx to u sbb sudi menemankn sy merelease tension sambil meronggeng di gurney plaza..
..n thx to u jgk sbb hadiahkan sy 'cik baby' yg comel dan gojes sungguh mmg xbohong tu..
..terima kaseh daun keladi,kalau bole kte g lagi ye..
..hehehheheh..

:: chipsmore kah saya?? ::

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..nape ek sy mengaitkan diri sy gn chipsmore??..

..cer teka cer teka cer teka..

..huhuhuhu duhhh!!!..

..xde maknenye nk teka2 kn..

..ape la saya neh..

..okeh2,straight to the point jela..

..sy mengaitkan diri sy gn chipsmore adalah kerana...

*erk,btol ke ayat neh..xleh blah btol,haha*

..sambung balek,ske tol melencong

..haip2,nk kena pok2 neh..

..kerana sy slalu xhapdet dan meninggalkan blog sy t'kapai-kapai seorg diri..

..haish jahatnye saya..

.kan2..

..erk,pape jelah..

..bkn sy xmo hapdet,tp sy malas je nk hapdet..

..erk,rsnye malas is not the right word kot..

..hurrmmm,bkn malas tp xbape nk rajin je..

*dushhh..tumbuk kt muka budak neh..malas n xbpe nk rajin..lebey kurang jeeeee*

..huhhu iye2..

..sy mengaku sy mmg malas sgt nk hapdet blog..

the truth is,sy ske baca blog org tp sy xske hapdet blog sendiri..

..kenapa??kerana da mmg sy malas..

..apo den nk buek lg kn..

..sy bukak kt 'new post' kononnye nk hapdet blog la kn..

..tp br je tulis title *sometimes title pon xtaw nk tulis ape..kehkeh* sy erase blk title tu..

..sbbnye sy mmg seorg yg PEMALAS..

..that is the reason why i rarely updated my blog..

..it was a good reason kn..

..MALAS..

..haih kena rotan byk2 ini budak kasik buang setan dalam itu badan..haha..

..hoho maaf maaf maaf..

tp tu bkn satu-satunye reason why i didnt update my blog..

..reason laen sbb sy tgh bz skg..

..yeah,im a very-very bz woman now..

..yela kn,since da msok third year and of coz la my final year kt usm now *sob2..sedey wooohh..tears*

..and after ive received the title for my final year project or in a short word, FYP la der..hehe

..sy suda menjadi seorg yg amat bz for the whole semester an oso for the next semester..

..abes punah harapan dan impian sy nk b'gumbira di tahun terakhir..

*huuu..dun u ever dare to dream dat la budak*

..mn xnye,life sy hanya kt lab je skg..

..everyday,from morning till evening,sometimes m'larat2 sampai ke malam..

..asyik dok t'congok kt lab je..

..then ble blk malam,after ciap solat isyak sume sy da mula dok t'congok2 depan lappy sbb nk kena study journal..

..kalau x studi kang nnt GA sy (which means someone yg co-supervise sy) marah woohhh..

..GA sy garang kot,n of coz la sgt strict..

..n for ur information,becuz of FYP sy xdpt cuti ..

..huuu sedey woohh..

..hari tu time cuti deepavali for a week,kwn2 sy sume balek kelantan..

..sy sorg je dok t'congok2 kt usm..

..luckily Najibah is here for accomponying me..*thx dear..muahh*

..act,die pon mangsa incek FYP jgk..

..pagi ptg asyik dok tangkap burung je untuk FYP die..

..xpela,demi keje2 yg telah di 'assigned' kn, ktorg rela berkorban..

..ceh gitu..nk muntah lak sy dengar..

..ahahahhaha...*fainted*

..okeh,back to the story..

..where am i act..

..hahahah lupa suda..

..okeh2 da ingat blk da..

..btw time cuti raya haji hari tu pon sy blk kejap je..

..da la blk last day before raya haji..

..sumenye pasl nk kena g sampling kt mangrove site..

..sy da ciap2 beli tiket balek kelantan on 4/11 pg kot..

..but last minute my GA suh g sampling pulak..

..so terpaksa la sy jual balek tiket tuwh..

act bkn sbb sampling jgk..

ni test pathogen punye psl on friday morning..

..which mean on the same day sy akan berangkat kt kelantan..

..tiket sy kol 9pagi,but my test at 11..

..so mmg xsempat la..

..my lovey dovey lecturer ckp,NO REPEAT TEST for those yg xhadir..

..and she doesnt want to hear any excuses like 'i da beli tiket awal2 la puan'..

..and she will strictly said,zero for u my dear..

..and becuz of dat la my GA tiba2 plan nk buat sampling..

..at first die suh sy jgn balek cuz he said there's alots of work waiting for me after my sampling processes..

..but i told him my dad will fetch me and my sist ere..

..so nk xnk die terpaksa ah merelakan ke 'balek' kn sy utk berhari raya..

..huhuhu worsenye la bm sy..

..broken bm ,day ny day makin terer r pulak..

.hehehhehe mana xnye,last sy amek subjek bm pon ms 1st year,1st sem..

..msok next sem mmg hareeem r nk sentuh buku bm lg..

..hohoho 'worse'nye sy..

..btw,sy wt tajuk psl bacteria yg produce PHA kt mangrove ecosystem..

..so sape2 yg ad maklumat or penah terbuat tajuk neh,tolong  la bg info ape2 kt sy ye..

..heheheh semmmpatttt~~..

tgh timba air..hoho

siyes kusyuk time neh..xbohong oohhh..

ini hanyalah lakonan semata-mata

ni ad owg curik2 amek gambar okeh..haha

..k la..

..time to pen off nw..

.taaa~~..

selamat hari lahir syg ^_^

..assalamualaikum..

..dear incek kekaseh t'syg..

..di hari yg tenang lg damai dan sejuk mcm dok kt oversea neh,sy nk wish epi bday kt syg..

..semoga pjg umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..

..semoga kte cpt kawen jgk..

..heeeee ngade..

..syg..

..kamo da tua da..

..tp walaupon kamo tua sy tetap syg kamo..

..selamat hari lahir ye syg..

p/s..luv u more syg ^^

bile saya suda berada di bumi usm yg permai ~~

papai klate~~

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..hari ni dgn rasminye ak telah kembali bergelar student usm setelah b'bulan2 dok tambah lemak *kononnye* kt umah..

..berat rasanye hati ni nk berjauhan gn famili eventhough b4 tiz sibuk je dok ckp rindu nk blk penang..

..skg hambek ko..

..i'm in penang now..

say helooo~~ to penang!!  pic kredit to captured moments.

..pffttt mmg agak sayu ah rs ble tgk famili ak berangkat pulang ke kelantan setelah 3 hari dok kt penang..

..act ak kena dtg awal sbb adk ak register kt usm 6/9 hari tu..

..so abah suh ak g gn dorg terus..

..nk xnk terpaksa la ak dtg awal gk walaupun still berat hati nk tinggalkan kelantan..

..at first ak ingat nk amek tiket blk penang 8hb..

..but since my parents sume g penang so ak decide beter ak ikot je dorg..

..dok kt umah pon xde sape2 gk..

..and now,ak da kt penang da pon..

..umi gn abah br je bertolak blk around 1pm td..

..br sgt2 kot..

..tp ak da mula rindu kt dorg..

..nk je lompat masok dlm keta td..

..tp apekan daya ak nk buat cmtu..

..kang xpasal2 kena marah gn abah..

..so beter stay drpd tahan telinga kena bebel gn abah..

..ye dok..

..hehe..

..masok je dlm bilik hari ni,perkara pertama yg ak buat ialah ON9999!!!!

..tu jela yg ak mampu buat sambil2 nk hiburkan hati neh..

..bukak blog dgr lagu raye..

..lupe nk tukar lagu b4 blk penang hari tu..

..gle ah,lgu tu btol2 wt ak teringat kt family ak r weh..

..so cpt2 ak msok kt new post..

..xsanggup nk dgr lagu raye lama2..

..nnt2 ah tukar lagu..

.. kang lama2 dgr lagu ni kang ad gk mata yg banjir nnt..

..so pd kwn2 yg masih bercuti tu,manfaatkanlah btol2 ms korg gn famili..

..jgn lupe blk kolej lak nnt..

..sem baru da nk bukak oit..

..k la..

..pen off now..

..tade mood nk taip pjg2..

..sedey neh..

..wooooooooo~~~~..

suasana menjelang hari raye di negeri cik siti wan kembang~~

gambar ini hanye hiasan s'mata2..xde kkena-mengena gn mn2 pihak pon..

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..perghh kb jammed gle..

..sume tempat da jammed..

..ni penangan raye punye psl..

..tambah2 da dkt2 nk raye cmni..

..org da mula berduyun-duyun pulang ke kg..

..rsnye keadaan jammed ni akan bertambah teruk lg mulai esk dan hari2 seterusnye..

..ble da jadi mcm ni yg xbpe nk bez ni..

..tp naseb baek la cuaca skg ni xbape nk panas sgt..

..klu mcm tahun lepas tobat rs xmo nk g mana2..

..da la panas,jln jammed lak tu..

nk cross jambatan sultan yahya petra pon susah..

..perjalanan yg sepatutnye 15 minit je bertambah jd 45 minit..

..tu pon klu naseb baek sempat sampai dlm ms 45 minit..

..klu jammed teruk lg lama la nampaknye..

..haih fenin fale ahkak dok dlm keta lama2 sgt..

..td ak,abah gn nadia g hypermarket..

..kononnye nk g bli brg2 dapur cket..

..ble sampai je kt sana, nk cari parking satu hal..

..ble msok dlm hypermarket troli lak xde..

..workers kt situ ckp troli da abes sbb ramai sgt org dtg shopim hari ni..

..gle ah,xpenah2 ak dtg hypermarket troli abes mcm ni..

..nk xnk terpaksa ah ktorg usung bakul yg disediakan kt situ..

..brg dapur tetap kena beli..

..kang nnt xberasap lak dapur umah ak..

..heheh..

..ble da bli brg sume,ktorg berjalan la menuju ke kaunter cashier dgn jayanye..

..sekali lg mmg kena kejutan budaya kot ble tgk queue yg saaannnnggggatttt panjang..

..da la sorg2 customer tu punye la byk gle barang dalam troli @ bakul dorg..

..dalam hati ni terdetik gak," naseb baek la raye setahun sekali,kalau hari2 raye mmg tension ah asyik kena beratur mcm ni..

..mn dtgnye customer2 yg ramai ni..

..sebelum ni ak dtg hypermarket ni sgt2 lengang kot..

..xpenah sesak sampai mcm tu sekali..

..ntah2 brg dkt hypermarket yg laen da abes kot..

..tu yg dorg dtg serang hypermarket kt pc pulak..

..btw,umi ak ckp nk g cari tudung kt wakaf che yeh mlm ni..

..tp xjadi nk g ble jiran sebelah umah ak ckp jammed kt wakaf che yeh sgt2 teruk..

..motor pon susah nk menyelit inikan pulak kalau g gn kereta..

..so plan seterusnye ktorg nk g serang pasar malam kt tepi hypermarket lak nnt..

..last chance ak nk g cari tudung utk baju pepel ak tu..

..kalau x,mmg pakai jela ape yg hadoo ye dok..

..tp sebenarnye keaadaan mcm ni la membuatkan suasana raya kt kelantan jd bertambah meriah..
..jalan jd jammed pon sbb perantau2 da blk kg utk memeriahkan lg suasana raye..
..jalan jammed biase la tu kn..
..jammed xjammed pon kte pakat2 guna la jalan tu..

..lgpon bukan kte sorg je nk guna jalan tu..

..so sempena gn keaadan jalan yg makin bertambah sesak skg ni,ak nk ingatkn kt pemandu2 sume berhati-hati la di jalan raye..

..jadilah pemandu yg berhemat dan bertimbang-rasa di jalan raya..

..ingatt, tu bukan jalan ko sorg je nk guna..

..so klu terperangkap dalam jammed tu bwk2 la bersabar..

..jgn dok maen tekan2 hon..

..bingit r..

..ape ko ingat keta ko sorg je ke ad hon..

..keta owg laen pon hado..

..hehehe..

..k la enuf for now..

p/s..hati-hati di jalan raya..ingatlah org yg tersayang 

bole tak kalau ak xnak kawen??

..assalamualaikum..

..dear peeks..

..di pagi jumaat yg hening lg damai ni sempat gk ak merapu meraban ckp xmo kawen..

..ad eh owg xmo kawen??..

..sape owg tu??..

..ak ke??..

..eh2 ak nk kawen r,sape la yg xmo kawen kn..

..tajuk saje konon2 nye nk gempak la tu..

..heheheh xkuaso den nk layan..

..ntah nape smlm sebelum tdo ak terfikir pasal kawen..

..bukan ak da kemaruk nk kawen ke hape..

..cuma ak tiba2 lak rasa takot gn alam perkahwinan..

..byk benda yg ak fikirkan..

..kadang2 rasa gerun lak ble asyik dok fikir pasl sume neh..

..dan tu yg kadang2 membuatkan ak rasa cm xmao kawen..

..ak ni layak ke nk jadi isteri org??..

..tu antara perkara yg seringkali bermaen dalam pale hotak ak neh..

..layak ke ak ni??..

..bole ke ak jadi isteri yg baek utk suami ak nnt??..

..ak ni da la jahat,manja terlebey,gedix mengade-ngade,kdg2 ckp maen lepas je..

..bole ke org cm ak nk jd bini org??

..da la masak pon xbape nk pass lg..

..kadang2 terlebey masin,terkurang masin dan xmasin2 pon ad..

..xkan la ak nk jamu laki ak gn masakan2 ak yg low class tu??..

..haih camne la ek nnt..

..bimbang lak..

..phtu da la ak ni byk tabiat buruk..

..salah satunye kalau tdo mmg tdo mati xhengat dunia ah..

..then kalau bole katil tu seluas-luas alam ak nk konker utk ak sorg..

..ak penah share katil gn adek2 pompuan ak before abah blikan single bed utk ak..

..mmg bgon pg abes lenguh satu badan..

..mana xnye,ble da share katil,ruang terhad..

..xleh da tdo terbongkang abes bantal ntah kemana selimut ntah kemana..

..kena tdo sopan2 kalau share katill..

..tp kadang2 kaki neh naek gak atas kepala adek ak..

..da nama pon umat neh suke tdo buas..

..sehari dua bole r control ag..

..tp klu da berhari-hari mmg terus balek pd keadaan asal da la..

..apo nk buat,dari kecik lg mmg jenis yg tdo ganaz2..

..susah da kot nk ubah..

..hehehe..

..lg nape ek ak takot nk kawen??..

..mungkin ke sbb ak takot xleh nk bebas nk kuar g mana2 cm zaman2 bujang??..

..hmm psl tu bg ak mmg no big deal la kan..

..cthnye klu ak nk kuar g mana2 tp laki ak xbg pegi..

..ak xkesah kot sbb ak jenis yg suke dok kt umah..

..kadang2 kalau da blk umah ni nk kuar pon rasa malas..

..so ak xkesah sgt la psl ni..

..lg satu sbb ak takot kalau laki ak tiba2 ckp nk berpoligami..

..ntah ak dpt terima ke x kalau die wt keputusan cmtu..

..mmg ak xnafikan hak lelaki utk berpoligami jika lelaki itu mampu..

..tp ak taw ak xkuat nk hadapi sume ni..

..sumpah ak xkuat..

..ak bimbang bahagia yg diharap jd tangisan yg duka je memanjang..

..ble ad perasaan mcm ni,tu yg buat ak rasa ak xlayak nk jd isteri org..

..jahat sungguh kalau ak kalau nk halang poligami dari berlaku..

..ape hak ak nk halang kebahagiaan org laen..

..tp ak xmampu nk hadapi perkara mcm ni..

..sbb tu la ak takot..

..aigoo,teruk kn ak ni fikir psl xnk kawen ni..

..padahal Rasulullah S.A.W pon suh umat2 die kawen..

..ak cuba nk avoid dari memikirnye..

..tp kadang2 kte xleh nk halang jgk sbb benda tu cm tiba2 je bermaen kt kepala neh..

..tp xkesahla kn sbb walau serumit mana pon yg ak fikir ak tetap akan berkahwin jgk..

..i'Allah kalau ad jodoh ak nk kawen gn incek kekaseh..

..walaupun ak rasa ak xmampu jd isteri yg baek tp ak akan cuba sehabis baek utk jadi yg paling baek di mata suami ak..

..even ak ckp ak xbape nk reti masak tp ak still byk masa lg utk improve skill ak..

..ak nk masak utk suami ak..

..xsyok ah klu tiap2 hari bli lauk kt kedai je kn..

..kalau dpt masak utk suami then tgk suami makan ape yg kte masak rsnye tu la saat yg paling bahagia kot..

..isteri mana yg xbahagia kalau dpt masak utk suami ak..

..ak nk cuba ubah perangai ak supaya xjadi terlebey manja lg da..

..ak nk jadi isteri yg matang utk suami ak..

..ak xmao la suami ak rasa cm die kawen gn 'budak2 xcukup umur' lak nnt..

..bkn xbole nk jd manja,tp agak2 la..

..ad time2 jgk bile bole jd manja..

..tp kalau selalu sgt tu xbole la kan..

..nnt suami pon fed up asyik kena layan pangai gedik2 terlebey manja isteri..

..hmm agak2 bole ke ak buat sume ni ek??..

..bole ke ak berubah jd lebey baek utk suami ak??

..i'Allah ak bole buat..

..ak mesti bole buat..

..kalau xbole pon ak nk cuba buat jgk..

..demi bakal suami ak..

..doakan ak ye..

(^__^)

p/s..nnt ble da kawen didik sy jadi isteri solehah ye syg..